12/24/2010 12:57:00 PM |
0 Heartbreaker
time passed very fast...
and tomorrow is the 100th day since u're gone forever...
am i the only one feeling down..
thinking of wat happened often...
and u visit me in my dream every now and then... am i the only one
i missed my daddy so badly that only god knows how it felt...
am i the only one think that mommy is affected but she just doesn't show it??
or is it because i am always there when i usually am not.... that i find her getting quieter...
last time when i cry is bcoz u scold me..... and now i cry bcoz u are not there anymore to scold me...
that's why there's a saying that... "when u're born u will be crying and everyone ard will be smiling. and when u're gone, u will be smiling but everyone ard will be crying" i tot that i'm accepting reality that he's forever gone.... but actually i'm not huh.... but i will slowly coz all this takes time.....