9/20/2010 10:15:00 AM |
0 Heartbreaker
hey blog...
how have u been?? me not so good..... but currently am coping with it.....
dad passed away on the 16th of sept.. 3 days b4 my birthday and 10 days b4 his birthday. ppl keep asking wat i wan for my birthday but guess wat i wan?? i wan not to be 20 yrs old not bcoz i'm getting older bcoz i wan to see my dad... but that cant happen right? so wat i wan for my birthday is for dad to mit his mother in heaven as well as his other relations and have fun.... the way dad collapse at home is still playing vividly in my mind.. coz only mom and me was at home when he suddenly collapsed... i'm not a good conforter for my mom so my other wish is for both my brother and sister to be at home most of the time......
dad alread bought wat mom want for this raya... and left the world... he also bought my a printer as i once told him so i can print notes for school etc.... he bought it 2 days b4 he's gone.... so that means that he wan me to study hard right? and i will... the thoughts of me wanting to quit school shall i put aside. sis as well as all dad's siblings gave me money for my birthday and brother bought digital photo frame with her gf for me..... b4 all these happens, mom and dad planned to buy me a gold ring for my bday. mom still remembers abt it... and i told her to put it off... she not giving me any present will be fine for me... all i wan for my bday is for mommy to cope well with the current situation...
haixx.... how i miss daddy.....
ps: thanks to all the concerns and bday wishes